I am pondering the relationship between creativity, our spiritual responses and daily life.
In my own life, I have been focused on participating with an on-line creativity and business group (Momentum: Muse Driven Business facilitated by Jenafer Owen) as well as doing a medicine painting drawing from the deep experiential core of Apothecary (a painting experience facilitated by Shiloh Sophia and Jonathan McCloud.) The on-line creativity and business group led me to look at my website and business goals through different eyes. The painting was an opportunity to transform some old wounds. Both have been transformational.
Recently, professional photographs have been taken for the website. These small changes will bring a different presence to what has been there previously. Once they are up, please let me know what you think.
The canvas I am painting will probably be mostly completed by the end of the month. By the way, it is the first time I have painted with acrylics on a canvas in a very long time. I believe the last time was around 1980. I have done a lot of living between. I am hoping to do more painting and other creative endeavors. I will announce my studio page, and eventually a quarterly newsletter within the next few months. These creative explorations have been nestled between other creative activities at work, and daily life.
While I am moving forward with these things and am feeling the call to further engagement in my on-line creative presence, my adult daughter has been experiencing what I imagine to be long-term, life changing, medical issues. As she is also moving forward into new professional and creative ventures, the timing feels like a potential step backward for her and/or presenting unexpected hindrances when the way forward seemed clear. The month has been spent holding my breath while awaiting her medical reports. We have each experienced some anxiety and disruption.
I have learned from experience to not be surprised by this. Although, I would like the path to be clear for us individually, and together, it often isn’t. I have learned that I can’t wait until there is a more opportune time. There is now. I have also learned to not see creativity as limited to one kind of experience, rather creativity appears in the midst of work, learning, painting, driving the car, dishes, and family crises. This does not minimize the pain and is not compartmentalizing the issues as a way of avoiding them. Rather it is a recognition that this is indeed creativity: creation, destruction, change, love, hope and in the midst of it, a deep joy. It is. She is. I am. Today is her 36th birthday! Happy Birthday dear one!
In June, I will continue forward and begin my exploration of creativity as a spiritual response. The topic for the month will be “Journals”. I also expect to be working on my first e-book, and will continue to update and revise my website. It will be a full month. If I miss a post or two, it is because I am responding to my daughter’s medical issues or other pressing matters. I will return.
With deep affection,